Saturday, July 25, 2009

weekend lagi..

spjg arini dk kt umah jer..b'talu2 msg masuk b'tanya aku kt mn skrg..nape x kuar..hmm..i just dont fel like going out jer.tadi pn wiha ngn cimut ajk g main boling, tp mls la nk ikut..nk dk umah je.basuh baju,kemas umah,tulis diari..pendek kata, weekend mmg btl2 ari utk dok berehat,rilek2 dn lepak2 kt umah jer.

nasib baik as x de kls arini..so dk lepak kt umh ngn dia je la.shila lak cam biasa kuar dating ngn pkwe die..eee...jeles nyerrr ngn org2 yg ada pkwe nie.hehe!buang tebiat apa..kalo ikutkn,as ckp nk g PD rini.die nk ikut azmi yg kn outstation kt sne.tp since azmi dh g sne awl2 lagi..x jd la die ikut.hmm..pape la..lgpn,kalo die g sne pn,xkn die nk ikut azmi balik umah first wife die yg dkt seremban tu.gler apa..

sumtimes,rasa cam kesian gk ngn as..but most of the times,i think she deserves it..i cant say anything because this is what she wanted in her life..dari saat mula2 die knl ngn azmi lagi ktorg sume dah bagi b'bakul2 nasihat..suruh die pkir btl2 sbl she get involve in a complicated relationship with a married man..tp not to blame her sbb masa mula2 tu mmg die sndri pn x th gk yg azmi tu dh kawen..not only that, tp he already got 2 wives..and she's gona be the third one.tp tu la..btl kot ble org ckp that love is blind..or the person himself or herself actually is blind..i dont knw..

in my personal opinion,kte leh pkir sendiri and decide apa yg t'baik utk diri sendiri and also utk masa depan sndri..sumenya ada dalam tangan sendiri..hmmm.anyway stp org x leh lari and sunyi drpd melakukan kesilapan..contoh yg paling senang..ble kte b'jalan atas jalan raya yg lurus..kte b'jalan di tepi jalan dengan penuh b'hati2..ble nampak ada lubang,kte cuba lompat dan elakkan daripada t'jatuh ke dalam lubang tu. kte senyum dan puas ati ble b'jaya buat perkara yg kte rasa btl dan patut dilakukan at that particular time..but then, suddenly kte t'sungkur atas jalan dengan kaki t'jerlus ke dalam lubang di tepi jalan yg kte x perasan pn kewujudannya kt stu..kte t'tanya2 nape kte leh t'jatuh sdgkan kte dah b'ingat dan cukup b'hati2 waktu b'jalan tu..kte seboleh2nya cuba mengelak daipada merasai pengalaman pahit ble jatuh t'sungkur..sbb kte x nk rasa sakit..tp,siapa dapat menidakkan ketentuan yg dah t'tulis..so,moral of the story, sentiasa b'fikiran positif..ble sesuatu yg kte rasa x baik dan buruk berlaku kepada kte, jangan menyesal or b'sedih..things happen for a reason.sekurang2nya kte diberi kesempatan utk merasa kesedihan dan keperitan tu..kalo x, sampai ble pn kte x th apa rasanya ble jatuh t'sungkur..sume tu menguji tahap daya tahan dalam diri stp individu utk mengambil tindakan yg rasional or irrational..how to react and how to behave in that particular situation..

hmmm...actually rasa cam x bp sht lagi la..kalo x,mesti dah ada kt umah kt klate dh skrg nie..ma ngn abah pn asyk dk tanya ble nk blk.x pe la,nex wek perhaps..hope everything is going smoothly..sbb keadaan skrg pn menguji tahap imunisasi yg tinggi t'hadap any kind of pressure or stress.

and keadaan aku dalam seminggu ni x bape t'urus sket..sampai ble, i dont know..

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